No Resolution

No Resolution

***

Miss her 
Why
Makes
No sense
She hurt
Me Deeply
There's no 
Defense 

Her words 
Lies 
She did 
Not care
About my
Cries 

Why would 
She wish to 
Be my 
Enemy
I was Blind 
Did not
See


Said nothing
Took the pain
She kicked me 
Out In the rain 

Do I know her
Don't think I do
Her viciousness
Ripped me 
In two 

Had faith 
Love heals all 
Now I doubt 
My life's in 
Freefall

Have no idea
What to say
My Sufferings 
Not fading 
Away

Of my lament 
Painful realization 
What I feel
May have no
Resolution

***

David Penn Arndt 2022

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Artwork Karar Jako

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