Blown Out In The Rain

Blown Out In The Rain

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You use me
You lose me
I need you
You bleed me
How long must I wait here in pain

I waited
I trusted
The car well
It rusted
I stood like a fool in the rain

In loving it is sad
It can turn out so bad 
I hear now
You're living in a world of shame

In loving it is sad
It can turn out so bad
I will not 
keep living in your world of blame

In this hell
In this pain
I can not
Will not remain
There's no peace here to attain

Accept it
Face it
Get out of this
Snake pit
Where all efforts to heal are in vain

In loving it is sad 
It can turn out so bad 
The pain fades
Blown out in the rain 

In loving it is sad
It can turn out so bad
I'm breaking free
Riding on a Westbound train 

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© David Arndt 2022

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Image by Abby Kiani

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