Gonna Find You Down On The Horizon Line

Gonna Find You Down On The Horizon Line


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Thought about my little girl today. 

Leilani she's so far away

Far away  to never Land


I can feel her

In my heart

It helps some

Buy I gotta a long way to go. 


I'm hanging out here on the edge of insanity

I'm gonna find you down on the horizon line

Oh my darling baby


I never felt so powerless or so unfree


I'm gonna be out there somewhere on the horizon line


I can see you out there somewhere too

I'm gonna find you

Somehow


Because I know what it's like to be lost

And I know what it's like to not know where you came from

 

I don't want you to have to live with that when you have a Daddy who loves you so much


Oh yes, I do


When I held you that first time, 

I knew that you were my little Girl


Yeah 

I wanted to cry

You were a miracle before my eyes


I'm hanging out here on the edge of insanity

I'm gonna find you down on the horizon line

Oh my darling baby


Leilani, Leilani

I miss you. I love you

Leilani, Leilani

I miss you. I love you

Leilani Leilani 

Your daddy loves you

And he's comin to hold you down the horizon line


I'm hanging out here on the edge of insanity

I'm gonna find you down on the horizon line

Oh my darling baby


Your daddy's coming. 

Coming up around the line. 

Don't you be afraid

My little baby girl. 


Remember, when I held you in my arms. 

Those were among the happiest moments of my life, my little girl. 


Oh, you're so sweet 

I see you walking. 

Walking around in circles. 

Yeah, you fall over


Leilani, Leilani

I miss you. I love you

Leilani, Leilani

I miss you. I love you

Leilani Leilani 

Your daddy loves you

And he's comin to hold you down the horizon line


Yeah, you got all these toys but you like to play with water bottles? Yeah. 


Yeah, more fun. I agree. It's more positive to make something up. 


And you got those eyes. Oh, oh. 


Then your daddy likes to read books to you, doesn't he? 


It's a big world out there. 


I'm hanging out here on the edge of insanity

I'm gonna find you down on the horizon line

Oh my darling baby


Leilani, Leilani

I miss you. I love you

Leilani, Leilani

I miss you. I love you

Leilani Leilani 

Your daddy loves you

And he's comin to hold you down the horizon line


Oh, Leilani my dear. 


You're going to know your daddy's love my dear. 


Leilani you are free. 


Oh My Darling. 

I see your eyes are closing. 

You are so safe. 


Love nothing more than you, falling asleep in my arms. 

Your daddy's been crying too. 

But we gotta to be strong. 


And you know, mama loves you. 

Family loves you. 

Everybody loves you. You're surrounded by love. 


Daddy's coming. He's just a little behind you. 

There's a train coming. It's a slow train coming. 


Leilani. Good night, my dear. 

Leilani, good night. 

Good night, my dear. 


Have a beautiful sleep, dream. 

You're safe. 

Dad loves you. 


Good night my darling


Your daddy's love is coming on down the horizon line.


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David Arndt August 24, 2022



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